Azazel Walking
I stared out the window watching trees and road pass by while listening to the music blaring out of my ipod speakers. I didnt even notice the car stopped until my mother called “We’re here Azazel! Get the he.ll out!” I grabbed my stuff and slammed the car door shut.
Not turning back when i heard my mother yell “Fu.ck it Azazel!” I looked up at what would pass as a nice swanky hotel except for the words on the sign board saying “Heaven Acre Institutefor Corrupt Teens” I took a deep breath.
“Great. A crazy factory.” i mumbled under my breath as two burly men walked up to each side of me and escorted me into the centre.“Azazel Leo?” said this curly red head lady with red wired rimmed glasses, as she looked at me disapprovingly.“Your room number is 152..oopsie daisy.”
she said sarcastically as she threw the piece of paper onto the floor soi would have to pick it up.B.itch. Control. Breathe. Breathe. Anger is a venom i can control. Anger is a venom thati CAN CONTROL! i yelled and chanted in my head.Guess what i was in for? Oh yeah. Anger Management.
I walked up to my room and slammed the door shut when i got in. “HEY! THE FU.CK IS YOUR DAMAGE?!” i heard a male voice shout when i slammed the door. I was just about ready to yell back when a guy, i have to say, gourgeous guy came out from the bathroom. “And who are you?” He said eyeing me up and down finally his eyes landing on my face. I have to say i was speechless.
And that doesnt happen often my brain was ALWAYS working on comebacks. This boy was a greek god! And coming from me, thats a HUGE compliment. I wasnt into dating. I already had my mind set on dying at the age of 63 with my hundred cats.
But this guy, this guy made me want to pop off my purity ring and toss it into the garbage disposal. He had black hair, with side bangs to the left of his face, they were long enough to cover his eyes but his striking blue eyes, made them impossible to hide. His physique, MY GOD his physique.
He was thin, but muscular, not too muscular in that oh,he’s on steroids kinda way. God. This boy was temptation in a human suit. “Im Azazel. And i guess im your new roommate.” I said tossing my stuff onto the bed.
“Im Castiel.” He said nodding before turning away heading back to the bathroom, where i heard the tap turn on. I looked at the bright red band around my wrist (she has other color bands will reveal later.)
Red? For anger management. I wonder what the other colors meant. I saw that one of Castiel’s bands was yellow. If im not wrong that meant he was in for suicide…
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I stood there not really knowing what to do. Should i wait for Castiel to show me around?I mean its not like he volunteered or anything. It would be the polite thing todo though. Oh my god. I sound like my mother. I kinda start laughing out loud as ipicture me in a flowery apron with an apple pie in one hand and opening the doorto a suburban house to another and saying
“Welcome Home Dearest!” Me, with my dark brown hair and even darker brown eyes? Oh my god. I think if my mother ever saw me like that she would smile and say “Youre finally one of us dear.” It was like the reign of the Stepford Wives. And my mother would probably be the queen.
 I grab my journal and a pen and was just about to walk out of the room when Castiel came out of the bathroom, with his shirt on this time.( Dam.n it! ) “No No.” He says with a smirkon his face. “Me first.”
Then he smiled a infuriating,terrible,mocking,egoistical,stupid,beautiful,ive-never-seen-the-sun-till-now, kinda smile. Then he slammed the door shut behind him leaving me there with my mouth agape. “SON OF A BI.TCH!”
i yelled and started throwing my stuff around. slamming doors, throwing books, when finally a guy walks in. He had a blue band around his left wrist. “Well, im just gonna sit here and make sure you dont hurt youself.” He said looking at me expectantly as he sat down on my bed.
“Go right ahead and do what you were doing before i came in. Im just a spectator.” And surprisingly i did. And when i was done i collapsed next to him on my bed. “Thanks.” I said smiling. “Im Azazel. You?” I said smiling at this beautiful, beautiful boy. He was like an angel. NO JOKE. I wouldnt lie about something like this. He has blonde hair, Like almost PLATNIUM blonde.
But yet not quite. His eyes were a bright hazel, almost like melted honey. He had dimples whenever he smiled, he was well. Perfect, to say the least. He put his arm around my shoulders smiled that toothy smile of his, and said. “Besides being your guardian angel and saviour? Sweetie, Im your dream come true.”
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“I mean your name dear sweet guardian angel,saviour,dream come true of mine!” I said smiling back. I mean. How do you NOT smile back at this kid. He was like happiness and innocence in a bottle. Unlike my room mate, who was well, temptation. “Well, my name my dear” He said while tucking a piece of stray hair behind my ear,“Is Adonis.”
Oh. Well. Thats just GREAT! Adonis which if i am not wrong meant like irresistible or something like that. Well, that name suits him PERFECTLY. ANOTHER THING ABOUT THE BOY THATS PERFECT! It was starting to get on my nerves. (Well, not really ). I laughed. “Oh. Adonis? Riiigghhhtt.” He gave me a fake-annoyed look and said “Weather you belive it or not, it IS my name. See? Here.” And he showed me his driving liscence. And guess what his name was?
Go ahead. Guess. So here it goes. Adonis Marcello Dream. I mean COME ON! MARCELLO? Of course it is. How could i expect anything less of this boy? And Dream? Speechless. totally.
“Dream? Marcello?” I asked him. he smiled and laughed. Just then 2 totally GORGEOUS. (no joke) girls came in. AND!  they looked totally cool too.“Hi im..” They both started at the same time..
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The girls who came in? one word. AWESOME! These girls were my type of people!Hoodies? Cons? Beautiful blonde hair? Adina.
Brown pretty curls? Lime green tube top? Blue mini skirt? TOTALLY GORGEOUS? Jenny. As i introuced myself they started fussing over me. Adina looks at my outfit (Im still in sweatpants and a sweatshirt that said “Dont charge me for your crime.” from the drive over here.)“You are soo pretty!”
Adina said smiling at me. OKK...have to say. Not used to this. But..liking it so far. Have to say compliments? Not too bad for the soul Adonis smiled. “OK. Gonna leave you ladies to bond.” As he walked away he kneeled down and kissed each of our hands. “My lady.” He said to each one. Then he left.
Wow. He sure knew how to exit a room. As soon as he left Jenny pretended to faint. “MY GOD HES SOOO DREAMMYYY!!” she said fanning herself with her hands dramatically. “If only he was like that ALL the time.” Adina said seriously. Wait what? ALL the time? What did that mean? “What do you mean?”
I mean im not usually this nosey but. come on that was like giving a picture of a buffet to starving man. “YOU DONT KNOW?!” Adina screeched holding my shoulders shaking me back and forth. “HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW OF THIS CALAMITY? OF THIS WASTE OF A BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL MAN?”
She said collapsing on my bed next to Jenny. “WHAT WHAT WHAT?!” I said yelling now.Jenny and Adina said seriously at the same time..“He’s in here because he has......”
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And then Adina and Jenny paused. For what? Im guessing for dramatic effect. “SPLIT PERSONALITY DISORDER!!” They both whisper screamed the end. Woah. What? “Are you joking?” I asked looking at both of them, who i have to admit Jenny was looking a little happy at my reaction cause she doubled over laughing, falling off the bed.
Adina just sat there looking at me then seriously said “ Dont get too close to that boy.” She said poking me in the chest. “Yeah” Jenny said getting off the floor and coming over to the little triangle we now formed. “He hurt his girlfriend, thats why he’s in here.” Jenny said her eyes, tearing up a bit. “How do you know?”
I said Adina and i both hugging her now. “He is..i mean he was my boyfriend. The other part of him at least.Now he doesnt remember me.” Jenny said, giving in to her tears completely. I looked at the band around Jenny’s wrist and saw it was the same as Castiel’s...Suicide? This awesome girl? No way.
“Jenny your band..?” I said. But Jenny cut me off “No. It isnt what it looks like.” And she got up and as she walked out the door she called back “Im going to make sure Adonis is OK.“
And she dissappeared down the hall completely. I looked at Adina’s wrist and realised i had NO idea what she was in for. I pointed at Adina’s wrist with an orange band around it and said. “Whadya in for?” Adina smiled at me and said. “Alcohol.”.........
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“Oh.” i said looking at Adina. “Thats not too bad. Why couldnt you just go to AA or something?” I asked. Cause honestly, alcohol? Aint such a big deal, in my book, i mean compared to the rest of us in here. “I killed 4 people with my driving.” She said and just then Castiel opened the door.
And surprisingly he realised how Adina felt and he opened the door for her when she got up. “Thanks. I see you later Azazel.” She said and walked out the door. Castiel turned to me and said “Youre already breaking everyones heart and its just your first day.” He said in TOTAL seriousness.
Have to say it was hard for me to concentrate with that face. ohh. Did he mean what i thought he means does he know that i know what he means? Woah. Headache. So, i just said what came first to mind “Did i break your heart?” I said smiling lightly. He looked at me with a serious look on his face
“Baby,You tore my heart right out of my chest and guess what?” he didnt wait for me to respond. “I dont mind in the slightest.” And he ruffled my hair and walked into the bathroom to take a shower. WHAT? did he just say he was IN LOVE WITH ME? wait hair ruffle?
AS IN LIKE A YOUNGER SISTER? NOOO. It cant be! tore his heart right out of his chest? You dont describe a little sister like that...Do you?
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"Dont hurt me! Take Azazel! Dont hurt me! Hurt her! Anyone but me!" My mother yelled at my drunk father. And every night after that hed come into my bedroom at night and punch,hit,touch me. My mother never cared. And now? I had these nightmares almost everynight. And the worst part?
Thats its NOT a nightmare, its a memory. And on my first night at the Institute, i had this nightmare/flashback. And i screamed out loud just as a flash of lightning struck.  And i started crying. Loudly.
Then, i heard Castiel slip into my bed silently and his arms were soon around me, holding me. He kept whispering "The worst is over. Im here now. Youre gonna be OK now. Youre safe here. Youre safe here."
 He kept saying over and over again until i believed it. Then just as i was falling asleep he said "Youre so beautiful. The first time i saw you Azazel I thought i died. My heart stopped for so long. And even now, its not beating right. It never is when i think of you or see you or hear your voice."
And then.."I think I love you."
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I woke up with Castiel's arms still around me, i turned around to face him and i noticed he was already awake and he was just watching me sleep. "Hey." I whispered. He smiled lightly. "Good morning beautiful." He said and pecked me on the lips. I felt my heart stop beating. Everything seemed to slow down until he pulled away. I wanted him to kiss me again.
I went took a shower, brushed my teeth, little make up, mascara and blush. Brushed through my hair and just left it down. Changed into Shorts and white tank and black hoodie.
As i walked out of the bathroom i saw Castiel in the kitchen.  I forgot everything else, and totally just zoned out on him. His shirt was off. Castiel caught me staring. Laughed and carried me and put me on the counter top.
I looked at him. "Did you mean what you said last night?" I said, blush creeping into my cheeks. I looked up at him. He was blushing too! He looked like a little boy! Adorable! "Yeah." He mumbled. Before his eyes flashed with...What was it? Oh yeah. Mischief. Oh no. Castiel grabbed my wrists and pulled me to him, he then tilted my chin up to look at him. "I love you. Go out with me?" He said before kissing me on the mouth.
He the pulled away. I pouted and stomped on his foot to kiss me again. He laughed. "Ill take that as a yes." before leaning in again.
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